#8 Diary

Hey guys. I'm back._.
Sorry i just back now,because i'm bored to write somethin'. Yesh,idk what i will write because..yesh,i'm bored(Wdf did i said?!)
Yesterday..(In Indonesia,today is May 13._.) I wasn't play CZ anymore._. because,it was fahkin' boring._. and,actually..i wanna fahkin' play THE SIMS 2,and 3! ; _ ; But,i can't play... Because,i have notebook. Not laptop.. And,i want play GTA again ; _ ; i miss it so bad ;_; and,about ourWorld,I'm gettin' bored._. maybe because, i already had the best childhood memories-_- Noo,not that! Because,my Indonesia friend wasn't playing ourWorld anymore.. They are bored of that game-- and so am i-_-

And,about Beto,Mr.Bear,and Deto,I missed Beto so bad.. I haven't met him for 1 week; _ ; and about Mr.Bear,I like him 35% not much.. Because,somethin' missing that i wasn't realize before.. And,Deto.. I will tell the story about him.. I was watchin' JKT 48 in Trans TV (Indonesia Channel) It was cool.. I know that.. And, after watchin' it,he said.. "If you were there,you are the most beautiful =D " And.. i just blushed.. And then,i said 'Thanks' And,we talked about Left 4 Dead 2,And Indonesia Got Talent (In Indonesia called,IMB),I  know he like me since we were 5th grade.. Because of that word,doesn't mean i like him..

Yesh.. That's all my experience.. And.. Byeebyee ;33

#7 Diary

Hey! I will tell you my experience at May 06 2013~

Yesh! I know the 05 May diary is skipped._. because i'm lazy to write that-_- #again

Today. I just playing ourWorld._. Nothin' change and for the CZ. Yesh just soso-_- nothin' impressive-_-

Bye! 

(sorry if it was too short) -_-v #peace

#6 Diary

Hey there :) Today, i will tell you about my life on May,04 2013 :33

I was hangout with my 3 bestfriend. And,i went to Seven Eleven (don't say you don't fahkin' know #kiddin :33 )I went there because,we wanna celebrate my bestfriend bday,Saskia :D and unfortunately,Intan,my bestfriend tho,couldn't go there D; so only two of us.I just gave her a bag._. actually,i would to give her clothes-_-We chatted about The School Holiday,someone who cheated on the National Examination,Mr. Dry,and etc. I ate Big Bite and Drank slurpee :33 it was delicious :D 

And about ourWorld,nothin' change. Just Beto couldn't at my side :( He wasn't online..... So sad :(

And,bout CZ,that game made me mad,and goin' crazy! It was harder and harder every new level! Arrggh! F*** you,b**** #its18orup #czhastroll #dontsaythisman #notgoodforchild #matureedition #somuchhashtagdamn

Yesh that's all :) byebye :33

#5 Diary

Hello,fellow!
I will tell you my experience at Friday,04 May 2013

Uhm.. I played CZ,like usual. And,i played until my head blowed! Damn! When i died,i was saying these word: S**t,fu**,etc-_- Lol! It's cool,right? :33 #nahforget-_-

And,i played ourWorld.. Nothin' change for the Mr.Mole market._. Expensive and not fair cost-_-v Damn you,ourWorld! >:O And,i met my love in ourWorld (because in real world is too mainstream-x-v ) his name is Beto from California :) I just think that.. Beto = Bear #unknown (someone who i love)+Deto(someone who love me) yesh thats life._.v

And that's all._. Byebye :33

#4 Diary

Hello :) today,i will tel you about my life today,guys! Read it carefully,man :D
Today, i was playing ourWorld. But,idk why i felt i was damn bored! I can't find my indonesia friends (i miss them so bad until now :,o ) accept one,Ms. Scarlet ;) goddamn,i forgot her real name because my fahkin' long hibernation-_-#i'mabear :33 And,i started to play Meez,yes it was great. But,i just felt bored to play another game online(I got the best childhood memories,so i got bored-_-v #damn!whatiwasthinking?-_- )

And,did you know that,my mom forced me to watch Iron Man 3? I know you wanna watch that-_-v (not at all want) If you was me,you didn't want to. Because, i watched IM3 with all my classmate,but,my 2  goodfriend in my class didn't go.No one wanna talk to me,and i can't discuss the film with anyone. Do you know how i feel,right? :,c And,Fortunately,the event was yesterday at afternoon! i thought it was tomorrow! I was super happy c;

And,about games,i was bored to Online games. Sooo,i decieded to download Condition Zero! I love that game since i was a girl :33 And,it was success! Yesssh! :33 And, i would to download TS 2.. But,I need to wait 5 hours and extract for 2 hours maybe! If it failed,i will kick my computer! #nothat'stoomuch-_-v

Yeshh! That's all thanks for reading :33

#3 Diary

Hey.. Today.. I love you! Because,you are amazing #whatdidijustsay?0.0
Today,i will tell you my history today(do you think i'm a hero? Heck yes o.o) Today, i was back to OurWorld!(Virtual Chat Online#douthinkoffline-_-) If you wanna play,just go to: www.ourworld.com . See you there! Add me too :) (add me,or else.. #sarcasmtone #kidd ;D )Uhmm.. Actually,i was crying.. Because,i was nostalgic in my facebook.. I remember with my bestfriend who's hates me until now because of my biggest mistake. And ,i remembered my ex-bf who's i've ever play on (I've got Karma`_` Damn youu! >:,o ) I just want to fix it again. And,yes. I want build it start over-,_,- And,my bestfriend doesn't want to forgive me..

Fun Fact about me when crying because this problem :
-I cried for Half Hour #damnisthatimportant?o_o
-You can check for #2 TheWord: The Shattered Memories for further problem

That's all maybe.. Bye? :)

#2 The Word: The Shattered Memories

Today
I will go back
To 2 years ago
When i was make
The Worst Mistake ever

I remembered i lose my 2 bestfriends
Who was in my side
And then,i lose them
Because of the worst mistake
I've ever make

I know,She's annoying
But it doesn't mean i didn't care about her

Yes I was care
But,in the different way

She thought i hate her
Forget her
But,i didn't
I just wanna know
My feeling to her

And about you
I don't wanna lose you
And,that's why
I accepted you
But,i played on you
I broke the rules
That i feel like the boss
Between Us
We were in relationship for 2 days
It was the shortest one
It was because of me

I feel like
The foolest girl
In this world
Because,i abadoned my bestfriend and my boyfriend
Abadoned my bestfriend's feeling
and his feeling

I want to fix
And,i try
But,my bestfriend never listen to me
And even..forgive me
She hates me forever

The Memories
I want fix it back
I want build it again
I dunno how
I know
Nothin' impossible
But,this one
It's impossible
'Till i die..

PS: I write this with my tears and my regretfull